things i love

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sign language
knitting
cats
being determined to understand the microbiology of milk fermentation
finding earrings
reading the first poem outloud in 5 months and having my eyes get welled up
chocolate ice cream
people
god
my family
my counseler
the song "senior service"
seeing friends from high school
pre-k kids every friday
waking up early
listening to the snow outside melt
feeling nervous enough to be human
dreams of visiting russia
being silly
hugs and
quick plutonic lip kisses
the way i am drunk (although not the feeling the next day.)
dyeing hair
writing again
people who make me feel whole
giving myself the permission to live
realizing i want to live