nothingnessss....
hey guys. im at nefs right now, hes sleeping lol. so yeah, this entire week was a waste of time. i did absolutely nothing. i woke up at like 9 or so every morning, went back to sleep til like 2, sleep again at 3 til like 6 and then cleaned up a little cuz by that time my gma's home and yelling cuz im still sleeping and did nothing all day. all i did this week was like hang out with my best friend twice, went to 2 of my little brother's baseball games, maybe played my guitar 2 or 3 times. oh yeah i also went running once at like 5 in the morning and just watched the sunrise. that was cool. but yeah, my job didnt put me on schedule even though i told them school would be done. they forgot, whatever. thats why ive been sitting home all week. i dont have money to do anything else. im getting a second job cuz theres too much shit i gotta pay for. first, i gotta pay my phone bill (ca. $250). then, i gotta save up for books when school starts again. also i gotta help my dad save for a car and apartment by july. my aunts kicking him and my brothers out, fucking bitch. i guess i might go with them i dont know yet. if my gma lets me stay i might not cuz im just gonna take all my junk back to school anyway. so yeah, this summer is going to be hell, as is every summer. im probably gonna have to work like 50-60 hours like always. i was really hoping this summer would be different but its fucking not. oh yeah, all my cousins are coming to stay at my gmas, like last summer. all of us in a 1 bedroom apt for a month, ha whatever. so i hope everyones doing ok, having fun and shit. i probably sound like im pissed off or something. im really not, im actually happy im here i didnt get to see nef for so long. ive been looking forward to this all week :) ill try to post whenever i get on a computer with internet. talk to you all soon :)