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today is james' birthday. i really miss him here. i guess ill have to wait til when he comes back. ughhh i feel so sick right now this sucks. this is day 2 of they annual winter sickness i cant wait til its over. whatever. well i havent written in a while hmm, what happened this week? i went to classes oh yeah i made a schedule but i still only have 11 credits: PHY 125, AMS 210, and MAT 203. thats it so far 1 science and 2 math classes. but i still need one more. whatever. oh yeah i tried Counter Strike its really addicting. 6 hours flew by i didnt even realize. i pretty much hung out with nef, dan, and all of the C1 hallway. i love it here. oh yeah sorry Oz, that carol didnt come and that i didnt hang out with you yet. maybe they will tonight or something im not sure what the plans are.
this week, i feel like something bad is going to happen. it feels like my friends are starting to hate me, i dont know its seems like things will build up to that. i was IMing gabriel and i couldnt tell if he was for real or not. he was talking about how he thinks he uses people and shit and how he never wants to hang out with me again or something, i really couldnt tell if he was joking or not cuz he always acts mean to me and shit and he always does that. i dont know. then other shit with james thinking i dont care about him which i dont know if hes joking or not and daryl just emailed me and i dont know what to say but it has to do with nef and he doesnt wanna be my friend if the shit he heard is true, which part of it is. i dont know whats going to happen but its like making me nervous and shit. whatever. i have to email daryl back i cant avoid it. and then i wanna go back to my room and overdose on nyquil and wake up tomorrow. well, that probably wont happen but i want it to. lol. oh yeah, tonight's goal, if i dont go home, is to cross Roth pond the long way which, i dont think anyone did yet. im gonna though tonight or tomorrow night. ill laugh if i fall through cuz that would just happen to me lol
this week, i feel like something bad is going to happen. it feels like my friends are starting to hate me, i dont know its seems like things will build up to that. i was IMing gabriel and i couldnt tell if he was for real or not. he was talking about how he thinks he uses people and shit and how he never wants to hang out with me again or something, i really couldnt tell if he was joking or not cuz he always acts mean to me and shit and he always does that. i dont know. then other shit with james thinking i dont care about him which i dont know if hes joking or not and daryl just emailed me and i dont know what to say but it has to do with nef and he doesnt wanna be my friend if the shit he heard is true, which part of it is. i dont know whats going to happen but its like making me nervous and shit. whatever. i have to email daryl back i cant avoid it. and then i wanna go back to my room and overdose on nyquil and wake up tomorrow. well, that probably wont happen but i want it to. lol. oh yeah, tonight's goal, if i dont go home, is to cross Roth pond the long way which, i dont think anyone did yet. im gonna though tonight or tomorrow night. ill laugh if i fall through cuz that would just happen to me lol