Jun 20, 2004 15:34
Ummm, I dunno what I feel right now. I remember I came home last night very upset and confused, and then woke up this morning not remembering why. True, that may be because I had four minutes to get to work on time so I couldn't really focus, but either way nothing has come of the last few days but some really serious confusion and depression. I need to get OUT OF THIS.
So here's a new dilemma, and a strange one. It could be a way out, or a way into something MUCH worse. I was talkin to my friend at work last night about how much I hate it here and need to find a place to go before I eat a shotgun (not casually, mind you, this was a friend) and Robert overheard. Robert then pulled me aside and told me he had an entire upstairs suite in his MANSION that no one was using,he lives in a six bedroom house ALONE! So now he's offering to let me live there, upstairs, with at least one bedroom, a private bath, and a private fucking KITCHEN,
FOR FREE
The catch?
a. This is too good to be true.
b. It's hard to go into details at work.
c. Robert is a 43 year old gay man I hardly know.
I'm anything but a homophobe, we're still waiting to make sure I actually AM heterosexual, however, this is still fuckin sketchy. Also, apparently this mansion is on Weir Street in Taunton, does that not sound right to anyone else? So I dunno. It is an alternative, an I do need to get out of here, but I really need to think on this.
Peace, love, empathy,
/Ande