ITS SO CLICHE!!!!
so totally bummed right now cause i kinda wanna go to dreyfoos for visual art but the dead line was in dec for applications and i dont kno if i'm good enough to get in but its worth a try and i figure i'd learn a shit more there than than i would at this gay skool. every one so damn closed minded here ugh its annoying.. all any one thinks about is guys ,clothes,and drama.. nothing else no actual interest or talent in anything .. i mean sure i'm like that too sometimes but jesus at least i have just a little more essence to me!! i mean shit ppl can we learn to discuss a little more interesting subjects other than .. she's fat.. she's wearing the worst outfit.. omg i like him so much.. why doesn't he like me.. blah blah blah blah.. its like i feel dumber everytime i come home from skool from listening to that crap..no body knows anything about anything.. they have no views on politics or arts .. o but wait they do have views on music.. theres a plus but like everyone knows that crap .. no one is actually excited about something worth while.. its such a cliche.. and i cna't even show that i do have a deeper side to me becuase if i do ppl will be too damn closed minded to even consider the fact that yes.. nicole does have a deeper more interesting side of her..u talk about something worth while and then they shoot it back at u with ur stupid.. thats a waste of time..balh blah blah..thats why i want to go to dreyfoos cause maybe just maybe there will be slightly smarter kids there that would think the way i do and just be open minded.. thats so american too .. a lot of americans are very closed minded about alot of things and ppl from other countries laugh at us with the way we do things.. all we do is eat enormous portions of fast food .. and go to war for stupid shit with ppl that didn't do shit to us.. and no one here can think for themselves either.. they all just listen to the government and wat ever they say ... no one can think of something new and htink for them selves or do something on there own..we all have to believe bush and and all that bs .. well he's gunna run this country into the ground .. which he already is pretty damn close to it .. and then everyone is like an effing clone they wear all the same clothes even the kids that are punk and say they're "individual" are totally not!! and u kno ur not!!! u think cause u wear converse and black eye liner ur cool and punk and u all are clones too.. and u think ur individuals u all think the same about the preps the preps think the same about u.. i dont kno what i am so if i'm one of those fuckers that follows the croud fuckin' tell me.. cause i dont realize it i mean sure i wear the clothes that are in but its not like i think i'm the first of my kind i realize there are probably other ppl that are like me sure.. and maybe i'm a hypocrit i dont kno i just kno that all these ppl are trying to be what there not.. and thats what i was and i'm finallyfinding myself cause i change wen i'm with different ppl but now its gunna get to the nitty gritty and what u get is what u get.. and i'm not gunna change my attitude for anyone anymore .. fuck that didn't make me happy and i'm done.. so to conclude this i'd like tosay that for who ever actually took the time to finish reading this.. thank u for listening to my ranting and that u some how agree or comprehend what i'm trying to tell u ppl and dont follow what every one else has to say.. do what u want and dont change for other ppl even if they say they are ur best of friends cause if they want u to change for then they're not ur true friends and thats that.. THE END!!!!!