sticks and stones
You all know the saying, "sticks will break my bones but words will never hurt me"
well words DID hurt me and i feel bad, sometimes people just say things without thinking, I am just scared of the future because of my rocky past... i pour my heart into everything that i do, every person that i meet or become close too.
I want **)))=-= so bad but i am just scared of what is happening. Sometimes being alone is not the best thing, sometimes lying can lead to tears and fears. Karma is a bitch, but the good times are so good and the bad times are soooo low. I feel that sometimes i like to relish in the bad times, I like to feel the pain knowing that it was so good when i was happy. I feel that sometimes i am not good enough for people who truly care, because i have never truly been cared for. I will come to you and be with you as long as you show interest, you can cheat you can leave but i will always come back...not anymore, that's who i was, but the transition is rough and vigorous. It is hard to always have the highs when the lows were what you always had, and almost all that you knew. i just want to find a common ground well maybe stay in the high's but i am just so confused right now.
well words DID hurt me and i feel bad, sometimes people just say things without thinking, I am just scared of the future because of my rocky past... i pour my heart into everything that i do, every person that i meet or become close too.
I want **)))=-= so bad but i am just scared of what is happening. Sometimes being alone is not the best thing, sometimes lying can lead to tears and fears. Karma is a bitch, but the good times are so good and the bad times are soooo low. I feel that sometimes i like to relish in the bad times, I like to feel the pain knowing that it was so good when i was happy. I feel that sometimes i am not good enough for people who truly care, because i have never truly been cared for. I will come to you and be with you as long as you show interest, you can cheat you can leave but i will always come back...not anymore, that's who i was, but the transition is rough and vigorous. It is hard to always have the highs when the lows were what you always had, and almost all that you knew. i just want to find a common ground well maybe stay in the high's but i am just so confused right now.