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savannah yesterday was a blast, it was good to get out of brunswick for a while and just wander around and have some fun.
my life the past few months has been full of ups and downs, and its really just wearing me out. alot of it is just extreme baby mamma drama. and its getting old quick. its just a constant pattern of good weeks and bad weeks. hanging out doing some fun things with max, then all out war, with uneccesary drama. i just find most of it ridiculous.im no angel, and i do say my smart ass remarks and what not, but jesus do i get the shit end of things! and im suppose to just deal with it. there are somethings that i just can not deal with and are way too inaapropriate.
the first and very most important thing is the dissappearing with max, while the bio mom may be right, it is none of my buisness what she is doing or who she is with, it is my buisness where OUR son is. if i ask where he is, a simple answer is all that is required. for instance, say you are out of town maybe jacksonville..a simple..."we are in jacksonville tonight, wont be in town untill late or tomorrow" is all that is necessary, short, and straight to the point, but instead i get no reply, or its none of your buisness. thank you. thank you very much. i especially like it this week where i didnt see him, and was not told where he was for 3 days. it was great.
really this is the only thing that bothers me. i can/have dealt with the attitude,the nastyness and asshole attitude for 4 years. and its nothing new. i can handle it, i may not like it...but i can handle it..but dissapearing with our son, when you seem to be out of your damn mind..not cool brah.
since november i have been told he has a replacement daddy...that im a piece of shit father, a loser, been called sneaky?? been told i have had 2 different girlfriends....and basically told im going nowhere in life. its funny though..im not the one sneaking around, lying to everyone around me and hiding things..yet im all of those things. nice. i have moved twice since november, hopefully the newest place im at i will be there for a while. max has his own room, his own bed, toys and i even got him a swingset WITH A TRAMPOLINE!! how cool is that right?? and most importantly ITS CLEAN!!!funny how i keep doing good positive things,and get called all those negative thingsand now your going down..quiting school and what not. and cant seem to keep it together. yet the only real issue i have with any of that in your life, is that you take max for days at a time, and dont let me know where he is at, and i want your house (our house legally) to stay SEMI-clean for OUR son, who needs a clean place to live. not one filled wtih garbage and dirt. i get told i call you a shitty mom, yet i have never said that...you just put two and two together. thing is i just know you can do better. and i have seen it. stop focusing on driving me nuts, and being a bitch all the time, and worry about making sure your son can have a nice home life. not one where he is dragged around in your vehicle everyday to whereever your destination may be.
for fucks sake act like you give a shit.
and im done bitching
and if your into alkaline trio buy thier new album i think its pretty good.
my life the past few months has been full of ups and downs, and its really just wearing me out. alot of it is just extreme baby mamma drama. and its getting old quick. its just a constant pattern of good weeks and bad weeks. hanging out doing some fun things with max, then all out war, with uneccesary drama. i just find most of it ridiculous.im no angel, and i do say my smart ass remarks and what not, but jesus do i get the shit end of things! and im suppose to just deal with it. there are somethings that i just can not deal with and are way too inaapropriate.
the first and very most important thing is the dissappearing with max, while the bio mom may be right, it is none of my buisness what she is doing or who she is with, it is my buisness where OUR son is. if i ask where he is, a simple answer is all that is required. for instance, say you are out of town maybe jacksonville..a simple..."we are in jacksonville tonight, wont be in town untill late or tomorrow" is all that is necessary, short, and straight to the point, but instead i get no reply, or its none of your buisness. thank you. thank you very much. i especially like it this week where i didnt see him, and was not told where he was for 3 days. it was great.
really this is the only thing that bothers me. i can/have dealt with the attitude,the nastyness and asshole attitude for 4 years. and its nothing new. i can handle it, i may not like it...but i can handle it..but dissapearing with our son, when you seem to be out of your damn mind..not cool brah.
since november i have been told he has a replacement daddy...that im a piece of shit father, a loser, been called sneaky?? been told i have had 2 different girlfriends....and basically told im going nowhere in life. its funny though..im not the one sneaking around, lying to everyone around me and hiding things..yet im all of those things. nice. i have moved twice since november, hopefully the newest place im at i will be there for a while. max has his own room, his own bed, toys and i even got him a swingset WITH A TRAMPOLINE!! how cool is that right?? and most importantly ITS CLEAN!!!funny how i keep doing good positive things,and get called all those negative thingsand now your going down..quiting school and what not. and cant seem to keep it together. yet the only real issue i have with any of that in your life, is that you take max for days at a time, and dont let me know where he is at, and i want your house (our house legally) to stay SEMI-clean for OUR son, who needs a clean place to live. not one filled wtih garbage and dirt. i get told i call you a shitty mom, yet i have never said that...you just put two and two together. thing is i just know you can do better. and i have seen it. stop focusing on driving me nuts, and being a bitch all the time, and worry about making sure your son can have a nice home life. not one where he is dragged around in your vehicle everyday to whereever your destination may be.
for fucks sake act like you give a shit.
and im done bitching
and if your into alkaline trio buy thier new album i think its pretty good.