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Game last night.
I think too much.
The whole first half I was thinking so bad. Like the ball came down to me, but Casey kicked it, so obviously its her ball. And then she says got it, which is supposed to mean that it's her ball. And then it went outta bounds and SHE LOOKED AT ME. Like seriously. I know I'm not a bad player, but I'm playing with people 2 and 3 years older than me. I shouldn't be treated like I'm expected to be better than they are.
Second half. I take a slide and this girl's cleat hits my knee and she buckles down on my hip and it cuts my knee open.
But then at the end the ref asked me if he wanted me to play spring ball on a team he has and says I'll be playing in the field more which makes me happy.
Now today I have to clean like no other.
I think too much.
The whole first half I was thinking so bad. Like the ball came down to me, but Casey kicked it, so obviously its her ball. And then she says got it, which is supposed to mean that it's her ball. And then it went outta bounds and SHE LOOKED AT ME. Like seriously. I know I'm not a bad player, but I'm playing with people 2 and 3 years older than me. I shouldn't be treated like I'm expected to be better than they are.
Second half. I take a slide and this girl's cleat hits my knee and she buckles down on my hip and it cuts my knee open.
But then at the end the ref asked me if he wanted me to play spring ball on a team he has and says I'll be playing in the field more which makes me happy.
Now today I have to clean like no other.