so so
today has been semi decent. i still havent told susan that im quitting...im waiting to hear from areo and see when im supposed to start my training. im sooooo looking forward to working there. i love working in retail. its awesome.
well last night when i got home from taco bell...i called ryan and surprise he is home. we talked for a little bit about random shit then something about him and whitni was brough up. we talked about it a lil but i told him i didnt want to talk about it cause it bothers me. i tried to stay strong and be cool and it worked for awhile. then i had a song on my computer that started playing and i was like " o i cant listen to this cause its said. he asked me why then i told him the line that made me sad and then he said well that describes me. and the first thing that popped into my mind was that he was talking about him and whini and i told him that. then he started to get aggrivated with me. he said that he told me he doesnt want to get back with whitni and it makes him mad that i think that he does. i told him was sorry and said that if he truely meant it then i believe him. i think that things are ok with us but im not sure. i think that once school gets out we will end up being together. atleast i hope.
im gonna take a nap.
well last night when i got home from taco bell...i called ryan and surprise he is home. we talked for a little bit about random shit then something about him and whitni was brough up. we talked about it a lil but i told him i didnt want to talk about it cause it bothers me. i tried to stay strong and be cool and it worked for awhile. then i had a song on my computer that started playing and i was like " o i cant listen to this cause its said. he asked me why then i told him the line that made me sad and then he said well that describes me. and the first thing that popped into my mind was that he was talking about him and whini and i told him that. then he started to get aggrivated with me. he said that he told me he doesnt want to get back with whitni and it makes him mad that i think that he does. i told him was sorry and said that if he truely meant it then i believe him. i think that things are ok with us but im not sure. i think that once school gets out we will end up being together. atleast i hope.
im gonna take a nap.