May 26, 2005 19:55
okay, someone PLEASE answer this for me...
Why was i such an idiot last year??
I went back and read my BLURTY and i was such a friggin drama queen. ew... wtf... i was such a stupid freshman. the drama everyday is quite comical tho. U know how HATED i was?? i kept saying "i want to die" "suicided" "I want to change" blah blahhhh wine wine... wtf. i want to comment on one of my entries just to say "Well then why dont u get off ur lazy ass and change then???? its not that fucking hard!!! common u stupid freshman, stop with the attention fishing and get a life." jeesh.
okay so anywyas..one thing i DID like were the poems in there.. heres one of my fav's. ------->
I wait until everynight
when i can shut my eyes
and lie in only candelight
Where i fall in and out of sleep
Wondering when i can see you again
only in my dreams so deep
This is my whole life now
Just living for my dreams
How?
Why cant i make them a reality
it might be hard,
expecially with these informalities...
yaaa... I love all my friends!!!!! i know u wanna comment if u love me back