Nov 01, 2005 20:04
so this week = ubber meltdown week.... everything combined has made me so stressed lately, and this weekend everything pretty much fell apart!! i dont even know how to begin explaining it.... i guess the only way to sum it up is that these past two weeks have been the best weeks anyone could ever ask for in pretty much every aspect- everything added up to perfect, and i loved every second of everything we did!!! and then this weekend happened, and so many things exploded in my face and backfired... i totally didnt see any of it coming, and to be perfectly honest it hurts.... i dont even know
so many thoughts- and as much as i love it up here, i am ready for thanksgiving! i am ready to see everyone and catch up with everyone, i am ready for a break, i am ready to see my dad and my sis and do those things that i used to do.... LIKE DRIVE!! haha just kiddin, but thats exciting as well!!
im done- IM OUT! there are some people i just dont want to associate with anymore, there are some two-faced assholes that i am just done with- i want you out of my life ASS HOLES!!! it irritates me more than i can even explain- i deserve better than that bullshit, im not gonna lie.
its time to clean out my life.... i dont need it to be filled with this trash- FUCKING GROW UP. i give everyone second chances, undoubtably and unconditionally- do not expect a third.
IM OUT!!!