everyday we reload feelings, when we play

[snallison]

all around me is to feel and want you...

-john frusciante

So take me home, don’t leave me alone
I’m not that good, but I’m not that bad
No psycho killer, hooligan geurilla
I dream to riot, oh you should try it
R. e. perot, get gold card soul
My joy of life is on a roll
And we’ll all be the same in the end
Cos then you’re on your own
Then you’re on your own

-blur

I am writing
graffitti on your body
I am drawing the story of
how hard we tried
I am watching your chest rise and fall
like the tides of my life,
and the rest of it all
and your bones have been my bedframe
and your flesh has been my pillow
I am waiting for sleep
to offer up the deep
with both hands
in eachother's shadows we grew less and less tall
and eventually our theories couldn't explain it all
and I'm recording our history now on the bedroom wall
and eventually the landlord will come
and paint over it all

-ani

[this entry has been brought to you by my morning playlist]