sucker love is heaven sent

Jun 01, 2005 02:51

bah i think im back on journal mode...b/c i go internally insane after a while if i dont jot some shizzle down electronically...whaaaatt?

Some...stuff.. that comes with being in a relationship that i have observed ...you lose yourself a little by being "melded" to someone else..like u become one huge superperson when your with someone but in order to meld properly you need to curb and drop some of yourself to connect to each other snugly like puzzle peices... eh who knows if this is good or bad..i enjoy being this superperson..but id like to keep maria intact as well

transcending above and beyond normal human limits is the best way to live...no bullshit can hit u that way...trivialities...if that is even a word...dont exist nothing is trivial in the grand scheme of things..everything its purpose and plan...how many times does life hit you with that bullet of lonliness or the feeling of being lost...how many of us are freaking lost..what the hell does that even mean...lost..but we all go about or daily routines and walk around like we know what the hell we are doing..as if we are driven by SOMETHING..eh we probably all have hands up our asses...some guy playing us all like puppets..thats how they get their jollies..bah just another mystery of life

i feel like drinking some jello..and rob just made me laugh real hard and took me out or cranky mode..sweet deal!
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