Please Read This...pretty please
OY...
Im in countdown mode. T-minus 2 days give or take a few hours and Im gone. Everyone is where their supposed to be and seem to be having the time of their lives, already. Ive gotten to spend more time with Caitlin these past few days and I'm so grateful for that, I didnt get my Caitlin fill during the summer and I can take a few more memories along with me.
I'm in one of those moods where I know ive been a bad friend and its tugging at my heart, so I want to apologize to Marina and Chloe. Two people I love. I'm sorry for not properly saying goodbye, and for being stupid b/c I was on painkillers. Please know I love you both and I truly am sorry, you mean a great deal to me and Im a poop sometimes. Please forgive me.<3
Well I get to see Rob 2 more times hopefully, tomorrow and Friday. I spent almost literally the whole summer with this boy. This boy in which I find myself, simply put..Maria in boy form. Talking for years and only recently both got the hint. I guess thats how it goes, when you finally understand something fully, your life shifts so that your all confused and twisted again, never allowed to keep a firm grasp on your life or the road it follows. I really like this boy, I love him, but I like him as well and that means more. Dual attraction. I hope he reads this and sees and understands and smiles. Very special, very unique, very beautiful and there's a lot more for him to come, always keep the chin up my darling. It should be so interesting to see how our lives twist, hopefully together, and what is to come for us in the near future. <3
Myself
This summer Im not sure I have accomplished a lot. I did a couple of really ..flat-out dumb things. I pretty much spent a good portion of my graduation/work money. My mom got really pissed off for that. The shitty thing is she was 100% right. If I had saved I could have had over $3000 to take with me this first year of college. I will count this as a smelly lesson learned and It will not happen again. A few things that just made me feel dumb basically my mom finding out a whole bunch of shit that i wished that she would never have ever found out. Thank God she is understanding, Im blessed to have her for a mother. A few things that I can cherish from this summer, Carpooling with Dan P....The kid is just plain great and awesome things will come from him.The whole camp experience.. good group..good money. Spending time with my Nicoley...love that girl. Napoleon Dynamite with Kristin...that was simply wonderful I had so much fun. I love Kristin..who will be taking the $10 bus from Chinatown into Boston to see The Faint!!!!! You better Kristin!!!!!!!!! Didnt get to see Scarlett, tho I wish I hadgot to spend some time with my Faye<3
Talking with my roommate way b4 many other people got thiers was pretty cool, Kelley seems to be a really awesome girl and I think it shall work out splendidly. I KNOW we will both be learning a lot. Well to all of you I pray for the best, and carry you with me in a compartment in my heart labeled important. I love you all and wish/want nothing but the best for you all. Have a good year, and dont kill too many braincells.
And with that I conclude my summer with a quote. I believe it was Jared Hand that said it best...
"Poopadoodoo"
Im in countdown mode. T-minus 2 days give or take a few hours and Im gone. Everyone is where their supposed to be and seem to be having the time of their lives, already. Ive gotten to spend more time with Caitlin these past few days and I'm so grateful for that, I didnt get my Caitlin fill during the summer and I can take a few more memories along with me.
I'm in one of those moods where I know ive been a bad friend and its tugging at my heart, so I want to apologize to Marina and Chloe. Two people I love. I'm sorry for not properly saying goodbye, and for being stupid b/c I was on painkillers. Please know I love you both and I truly am sorry, you mean a great deal to me and Im a poop sometimes. Please forgive me.<3
Well I get to see Rob 2 more times hopefully, tomorrow and Friday. I spent almost literally the whole summer with this boy. This boy in which I find myself, simply put..Maria in boy form. Talking for years and only recently both got the hint. I guess thats how it goes, when you finally understand something fully, your life shifts so that your all confused and twisted again, never allowed to keep a firm grasp on your life or the road it follows. I really like this boy, I love him, but I like him as well and that means more. Dual attraction. I hope he reads this and sees and understands and smiles. Very special, very unique, very beautiful and there's a lot more for him to come, always keep the chin up my darling. It should be so interesting to see how our lives twist, hopefully together, and what is to come for us in the near future. <3
Myself
This summer Im not sure I have accomplished a lot. I did a couple of really ..flat-out dumb things. I pretty much spent a good portion of my graduation/work money. My mom got really pissed off for that. The shitty thing is she was 100% right. If I had saved I could have had over $3000 to take with me this first year of college. I will count this as a smelly lesson learned and It will not happen again. A few things that just made me feel dumb basically my mom finding out a whole bunch of shit that i wished that she would never have ever found out. Thank God she is understanding, Im blessed to have her for a mother. A few things that I can cherish from this summer, Carpooling with Dan P....The kid is just plain great and awesome things will come from him.The whole camp experience.. good group..good money. Spending time with my Nicoley...love that girl. Napoleon Dynamite with Kristin...that was simply wonderful I had so much fun. I love Kristin..who will be taking the $10 bus from Chinatown into Boston to see The Faint!!!!! You better Kristin!!!!!!!!! Didnt get to see Scarlett, tho I wish I hadgot to spend some time with my Faye<3
Talking with my roommate way b4 many other people got thiers was pretty cool, Kelley seems to be a really awesome girl and I think it shall work out splendidly. I KNOW we will both be learning a lot. Well to all of you I pray for the best, and carry you with me in a compartment in my heart labeled important. I love you all and wish/want nothing but the best for you all. Have a good year, and dont kill too many braincells.
And with that I conclude my summer with a quote. I believe it was Jared Hand that said it best...
"Poopadoodoo"