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here is two pieces I wrote upon the early hours of this morning... You should be use to my writing by now, so dont post none of that "your so angry" bullshit... I havent formated it yet so its still young but here is a read anyhows...
Suicide dreams
Why don’t we all just decompose beneath blood filled stars that ooze out our hurt and pain I don’t understand the logistics of love nor have I ever experienced feeling loved, I didn’t choose this as my eternity, I want the world to just disappear the only thing I see is that red light that blinds me with hatred I haven’t always been like this its just everything has fallen in front of me I’m sick of seeing the meek win what ever happened to the meek shall perish I promise you wont remember my voice once I am gone I screamed your name for so long and you never heard my cries you were everything to me your just a faded figment we all die in the end so what does it really matter let me rot just let my mind be free let our bodies decompose beneath the blood filled stars. Let the hurt and pain drip dry…
I will never be clean of you
You touched my hair and pulled it off my face the warmth of your hands against my cheek that one last caress of your lips on mine I just kept loosing myself as if it was the first time all the darkness that surrounded us was transparent because you were there, you were my light I can say no to anyone but not to you, you’re my everything and I cant let you go I refuse to say goodbye this age is dyeing we have fare to many secrets we were so good in the night I will never be clean of you your eyes stained my life that hand on my cheek is tattooed to my flesh, I am you and you are me I will never be clean of you, your eyes stained my life…
peace
xbrookex