Submission to Barometric Pressure
It's raining again and no matter how much the rest of the world may chip away at my awesome Zen-like sense of calm, the rain will always be there to to help me find my center.
As long as I stick around Binghamton anyway.
Went to the Greek-fest today (mmnn ... gyros, honey puffs, baklava) then got introduced to a winery by Julia and Angela, which I'd like to thank both for.
To the point of this...
I'm pissed off right now because I'm too fucked up too write, too lazy to finish what I've already started and really not that busy that I don't have the time to devote to what I ought to be doing.
I'm in my own limbos (or lackings) of school, relationships, debt, indecisiveness and (in general) life to the point that I'm getting to that fly trapped in amber feeling.
And all of this would obviously be driving me batshit crazy if not for the fact that procrastination, rationalization and denial and my strongest skills (followed by general trivia, self destructivism and charismatic to effect bullshit).
I have so much the need to focus and so little the ability to do so.
*sigh*
Still, the rain helps.
---> snakeoil_sean
As long as I stick around Binghamton anyway.
Went to the Greek-fest today (mmnn ... gyros, honey puffs, baklava) then got introduced to a winery by Julia and Angela, which I'd like to thank both for.
To the point of this...
I'm pissed off right now because I'm too fucked up too write, too lazy to finish what I've already started and really not that busy that I don't have the time to devote to what I ought to be doing.
I'm in my own limbos (or lackings) of school, relationships, debt, indecisiveness and (in general) life to the point that I'm getting to that fly trapped in amber feeling.
And all of this would obviously be driving me batshit crazy if not for the fact that procrastination, rationalization and denial and my strongest skills (followed by general trivia, self destructivism and charismatic to effect bullshit).
I have so much the need to focus and so little the ability to do so.
*sigh*
Still, the rain helps.
---> snakeoil_sean