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Aug 06, 2005 00:42

Hello Live Journal,

I know that I have been away for awhile, and that is ok I guess... It has been a very interesting few weeks here for me in Fla.. Kristina went home, which sucks pretty bad. I miss her alot... I had to move again... I live in apt K 67 instead of B 10... I have been having a good time doing my Venomous training... I will attending the worlds largest Reptile Expo in daytona in two weeks.. Then Matt and I are going to be Vendors at the show in Hamburg in October then i will be going home hfor my dads birthday, and Johns wedding. I am having some difficulty making friends down here, considerin that there is no one I really want to spend time with considering everyone in my Apt complex are either drug addicts or alcoholics...

I am having a hard time with my baby all the way back in Pa. I miss her terribly, I trust her with all my heart and soul, and I love her very much. Its very hard to show her how much i love her when she is not here.. I miss her smile and I miss hearing her voice everytime I need it to get me through the day. I hate how I cant be there for her when she needs me the most. I hate how she has to relay on someone else when it should be me, and it hurts me when she calls me crying. I wish I could be there right now to hold her and love her. I miss the way she looks at me with her soft blue eyes. I miss the way I feel when I have my arms wrapped around her tight.. If she could read this right now I would want her to hear my voice tellin her that I love her and I miss her...

Mark Miller and Mike were down for a few days. that was pretty kool... mark took Kenny home with him, the cats dont like him too much but what could you do... I wish I could of spent more time with them then i did... but There will always be another time and place to meet with them and visit.

Marty, E shedd, and Frank are here now they will be leaving later on today.. My roomate has his Girlfriend here from St. Which makes things a little worse bc I miss her even more.... We had a good time this week even though I wish I had spent more time with them. I want to be back home again where I can just walk across the street.. I wish us kids were singin in the Garage while dad and I play the drums, and where Frank and I play the guitars... I miss home, but right now I have a great oppertunity working with Matt, and we will see where things lay when my lease is up in January...

To all of you guys back home, the people who sit in the Garage and listen to the music, I miss that feeling... But to quit honest the feeling I miss the most is being in front of a group of kids, teaching them about Reptiles.. I might get a small collection going again and start doing Presentations again... even if it is just a couple months a year... no charge... Free... I believe that the education of the people is what keeps America not affraid of snakes.
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