ups and downs
so umm friday i went to my good friend ben's mom's funeral. she recently died of a heart attack and ben and his family are in my prayers. the rest of the day was really pointless, i went back to school in the middle of 5th period and decided to just not go to it and hung out with josh cuz he had 5th off. then i had 3 worthless classes, went home and was bored. then saturday i went to wreslte against hamilton. i had to wrestle TWO weight classes up, the kid i wrestled had over ten pounds on me and i felt like shit being sick and all. but i still wrestled him and surprisingly almost pinned him with a cradle but he broke my lock since he was so much bigger than me and it went downhill from there, i lost in the end, i was pretty pissed cuz i could have beaten him if i wasn't sick. then i went to kathleen's for her b-day. its always nice to see her <3. we watched shaun of the dead, good movie, and just hung out, i love being with her. but then yesterday... yesterday was horrible. i woke up feeling like shit then spent all day working on homework. then around dinner time something happened i don't know wat but there was a lot of screaming and yelling. my mom got pissed and blew up and everyone was fighting and then my mom just left, she went to my grandmas to spend the night. it was awful. i don't think i've ever cried so much before, i just broke down. Then today because of all the stress from last night i guess i was even more sick and stayed home from school.