What The Hell!?
I don't get it! Three years...three years of being unappreciated. Three years of enduring a shitty relationship. So I was pushed over the edge and I ended it...
And now?
He has turned himself into the guy that I always wanted him to be for me. The one I caught a glimpse of when we first started dating. He's TRYING now.
He's communicates with me without talking down, he spent until 4:00am talking to me without pressuring me into sex, he is a gentleman and opens doors for me again, he's considerate, thoughtful and is taking more pride in his appearance. And what did he JUST do? He just showed up at my door with a bouquet of orchids! OF GORGEOUS ORCHIDS!
Like why do this for me now? I'm so confused...
I mean, if you love someone you treat them with love and care and respect. You don't take advantage of the fact that they're just going to be around forever and not appreciate them...
What does he want from me now? Does he want me to say "Oh it's ok that I was miserable for the last year of my life"...
Are these changes permanent?
Bleh...I'm so confused! SO CONFUSED!!!
-Jennifer
PS. I am happy about the Orchids though, they're friggen gorgeous! I just don't understand what they're supposed to mean...
And now?
He has turned himself into the guy that I always wanted him to be for me. The one I caught a glimpse of when we first started dating. He's TRYING now.
He's communicates with me without talking down, he spent until 4:00am talking to me without pressuring me into sex, he is a gentleman and opens doors for me again, he's considerate, thoughtful and is taking more pride in his appearance. And what did he JUST do? He just showed up at my door with a bouquet of orchids! OF GORGEOUS ORCHIDS!
Like why do this for me now? I'm so confused...
I mean, if you love someone you treat them with love and care and respect. You don't take advantage of the fact that they're just going to be around forever and not appreciate them...
What does he want from me now? Does he want me to say "Oh it's ok that I was miserable for the last year of my life"...
Are these changes permanent?
Bleh...I'm so confused! SO CONFUSED!!!
-Jennifer
PS. I am happy about the Orchids though, they're friggen gorgeous! I just don't understand what they're supposed to mean...