First, I was all D: and then I was all like D<<<<<
If I come off as teribly snippy for the next few days, I blame the fact that I am unable to handle rejection well, especially when it pertains to things related to my motherfucking future. It's times like these that I wish I could keep my cool much better, but well, at this current point in time, a lot of things seem rather impossible to accomplish. If I was the sort who was prone to crying, that would be exactly what I'd be doing right now. Tsk.