Tri-fuck-ta......and missing friends.

Jun 17, 2005 22:33

my friend josh plummer won 720.00 at churchhill downs....I don't gamble but I wish I did. I have an addictive personality so I don't need to add another expensive thing in my life that I try to find ways to quit but come running back to immediately. I started working out again and running..I cut back on smoking and drinking....you ask..."for your health eric?"....NO...well, yes and No. I'm going to canada for a week and a half in early august to hang with my old friends I grew up with. One of which is moving away after the trip...bums me out to no end.
It's fucked up that I've met soooo many people and potential friends in my life and the only kids I hang with are either way younger than me or people i've known just a few years if that....or both. No one really calls me anymore and when they do it's only for a ride (haha) or to let me know that they are going drinking (surprise, surprise)which is so old. Alcohol has ruined all creativity in my friends when it comes down to having fun. It's like half-baked except alcohol where everything has to be done "on alcohol"
My kid and my baby's momma keep me going...and guitar. But lately guitar depresses me because I want to play a different style of music and everytime i try niggas stop showing up. Cory Cooper fell off the face of the earth and into the land of his fucking girlfriend...he was an awesome musician and was writing all these solo songs on his own when i met him. Now, well if it's any help, I've had his guitar at my house for 3 months and he hasnt called about it once. I dunno....shits all fucked.
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