Aug 30, 2005 02:30
I'll admit something, your right.... every time I read one of your posts, I get pissed off.... and it is even worse, that you act as if your the only one with problems... your not, and you know that, but you seem to rant just as much as everyone else... it takes a little tenison off things, and it helps us to figure out just what's going on... by talking to someone else, we listen to ourselves, and think about how it sounds and if it makes any sense at all.... and that is the only reason I rant to people... I would assume that someone I ranted to, or overheard what I said, came running to you and told you what they thought they got outa it.... every time I see you, or your posts, it pisses me off, because you don't have the GUTS to freeking come talk to me.... I'm always free in the mornings, I work 4-11:00 every night, my mornings are open, and what a strange thing...... THAT'S WHEN YOUR IN TOWN!!!!!!!!! and you still don't come by.... so, if your gunna try to rant, that I'm taking those who care for you and trying to rip them away from you, and that your under alot of stress, and noone can be mad for your ranting.... and insults..... don't even, because weather you caught it or not, I"m trying to make sure i'm doing the right thing, and I gurantee I have just as many problems as you do right now... your not the only one who gets under stress... if you wanna give a list to people, maby we should give one to you, review your friends post, they all have problems, and so do I, but we do go popping off at friends, most of them try to simpathyse, and say how it'll be ok, then you say thanks.... but soon after, you snap at them like nothing matter, I say them, because I did the exact opposite of that, from when we started this, to now... so one issue from me, and you need to realise quickly... everything about me is screaming to beat you down.... but, what if you have reasons.... then again, I'm not taking any jumps untill school starts, that gives you free leway to come talk, and change my mind..... so I'll say it again.....
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I DON'T WORK MORNINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I even put it on it's own line..... so if you wanna rant about me ranting.... come do it to my face... and talk to me about it, I'll listen, I already told you that..... but you had better too...
oh by the way you wanna know something funny.... your friends they do care about you, through thick and thin... they are keeping me away as well, I just got a cellphone, and tryed to get your number, noone will give it to me, you can guess why.... I even gave them my word, I wouldn't do anything mean with it, and they still said..... "HELL NO" ....... so you can be thankfull that your friends do stick with you that much.... and would help protect you from anything...
BTW---------- this was to brandon