i look like a noodle
wow. the past two days have been kinda insane.
yesterday really sucked, but somehow, i wasnt too torn up over its crappiness. i woke up still feeling sick, went to the doctor, got a shot, started my period, wrote a paper, missed out on smoking a blunt, got in a huge fight with brynne, and...yeah. i guess the only time i got upset was the fight with brynne, mainly because it was a totally accidental fight. i didnt even realize anything bad had happened. before i knew it,though, brynne was really angry at me, and i felt so dumb. thankfully, she accepted my apology. i really dont know what i would have done if she hadnt. she is my best friend.
today, i had class. it was really a nice day. i enjoyed each class, and before i knew it, they were over and i was cuddling with scott on the couch. speaking of mr martin...he and i have been so good lately. it really is...well, perfect. the most perfect i could ever wish for. i love him.
i babysat tonight. helena is the most insane three year old i know. things she told me tonight:
"i look like a noodle!!!"
"when i was born, i looked like a chewed up piece of bubblegum. pink bubblegum!"
"i peed in my bed last night. it was fun."
oh, that silly girl. she is really amazing.
speaking of amazing things....here are the things brynne said the other night on ambien:
"i feel like there is a third person in here...over behind you." (this was when she and i were sitting in my office, alone.)
"i feel like anna nicole smith...like, this is how she feels most the time."
"walking is insane."
i really wish i could convey the tone of voice she said these things in. it really made them classics. it was a slurred, half dead speak that i could barely understand, and she repeated herself a lot.
later.
yesterday really sucked, but somehow, i wasnt too torn up over its crappiness. i woke up still feeling sick, went to the doctor, got a shot, started my period, wrote a paper, missed out on smoking a blunt, got in a huge fight with brynne, and...yeah. i guess the only time i got upset was the fight with brynne, mainly because it was a totally accidental fight. i didnt even realize anything bad had happened. before i knew it,though, brynne was really angry at me, and i felt so dumb. thankfully, she accepted my apology. i really dont know what i would have done if she hadnt. she is my best friend.
today, i had class. it was really a nice day. i enjoyed each class, and before i knew it, they were over and i was cuddling with scott on the couch. speaking of mr martin...he and i have been so good lately. it really is...well, perfect. the most perfect i could ever wish for. i love him.
i babysat tonight. helena is the most insane three year old i know. things she told me tonight:
"i look like a noodle!!!"
"when i was born, i looked like a chewed up piece of bubblegum. pink bubblegum!"
"i peed in my bed last night. it was fun."
oh, that silly girl. she is really amazing.
speaking of amazing things....here are the things brynne said the other night on ambien:
"i feel like there is a third person in here...over behind you." (this was when she and i were sitting in my office, alone.)
"i feel like anna nicole smith...like, this is how she feels most the time."
"walking is insane."
i really wish i could convey the tone of voice she said these things in. it really made them classics. it was a slurred, half dead speak that i could barely understand, and she repeated herself a lot.
later.