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oh man oh man. this weekend has been so succesful, i could just stop right now and never have another weekend again.
everything, everything, everything worked out perfectly. i am so happy right now. the changes i have been making in my life have been so needed (not just with scott, changes with ME and the person i am everyday), and i am enjoying my new found "fuck the world" attitude. this is the first time in my life i have been truly angry, and the first time i can say, without hesitation, FUCK IT and just get on with life. i dont remember the last time i felt so good about my decisions. it rules.
and damn, while i'm talking about how great life is (or, can/will be because things are still a bit...rocky right now), let me take a moment to share my appreciation for the friendships i have. without scott, i am forced to hang out with other people, and it is amazingly great. why didnt i do this long long ago?
friday night, courtney, jd and i went to murfreesboro for the features show, which was awesome, and the new songs blew my mind. yesterday was even better, though, because the boy was involved. peking palace with a big ol crew, then a steady rotation of different houses, including my own, brynne's, some house where a party was, and lee & read's. then back to my house for the best night's sleep i have ever had ever. i did not want to move this morning, i didnt want to say goodbye.
anyways. besides that, yesterday was the best damn day i can remember. i will now go take a nap because that great night's sleep last night was actually 4 hours long (6 am-10am) and i need to refuel.
GODDAMN I AM HAPPY!
everything, everything, everything worked out perfectly. i am so happy right now. the changes i have been making in my life have been so needed (not just with scott, changes with ME and the person i am everyday), and i am enjoying my new found "fuck the world" attitude. this is the first time in my life i have been truly angry, and the first time i can say, without hesitation, FUCK IT and just get on with life. i dont remember the last time i felt so good about my decisions. it rules.
and damn, while i'm talking about how great life is (or, can/will be because things are still a bit...rocky right now), let me take a moment to share my appreciation for the friendships i have. without scott, i am forced to hang out with other people, and it is amazingly great. why didnt i do this long long ago?
friday night, courtney, jd and i went to murfreesboro for the features show, which was awesome, and the new songs blew my mind. yesterday was even better, though, because the boy was involved. peking palace with a big ol crew, then a steady rotation of different houses, including my own, brynne's, some house where a party was, and lee & read's. then back to my house for the best night's sleep i have ever had ever. i did not want to move this morning, i didnt want to say goodbye.
anyways. besides that, yesterday was the best damn day i can remember. i will now go take a nap because that great night's sleep last night was actually 4 hours long (6 am-10am) and i need to refuel.
GODDAMN I AM HAPPY!