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i fucking hate school. finals week expecially! i am so disapointed in myself for not getting better grades. but i tried as hard as i could and studied my ass off. (expection being now) i hate how there are girls on my floor that don't do anything and party all the time and are making 3.5s. i don't know what i am going to do yet. my mom and thom want to sit down and talk about the options i have if i don't get into kelley. but i don't want to hear the other options because i want kelley. but i know in the end it will all work out. all i can think about right now is going home. scott comes home friday and ollie comes home the following saturday. i cant wait to see them both. and all my other friends of course. i just want to not think about my future all break and i will be happy and ready to come back.