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it's my first day back at purchase after spring break.
my break wasn't very eventful, but i still enjoyed it.
i spent a lot of time at home so i could hang out with my dad.
he had surgery about a week before i left for home so he's out of work for a while.
i figured he would be bored and could use the company.
it was nice not working and just relaxing for once.
i had a lot of things to myself which is something you don't have at school.
it's become apparent to me that i get in these moods whenever i go home and return to purchase.
i think if i went home for only a day i would still feel lonely and upset when i got back to school.
i was the first one here in my suite and my roommate actually isn't coming back until tonite.
it was a nice change from the noise that is a constant in the suite but it was lonely too.
i couldn't help but miss the security i have at home.
i had an 830 class this morning which was a waste of time because we only listened to a guest speaker.
after that, i've been in my room reading and feeling sorry for myself.
ugh.
i always think it sucks here whenever i come back from clifton park.
i'm not saying i like clifton park, because i don't. at all.
i actually hate it with a passion.
but i like the security and love i have there which i don't think i have half of here.
i always seem to get in these moods... but, i'm not worried.
they seem to pass within a few days.
i just have to get into the swing of things again.
i applied to be an ra for next year.
now i'm thinking it's not that great of an idea.
amber asked me about getting an apartment with her and two other people.
i would love it.
it would be much better than being responsible for almost 30 other people.
i would practically be living on campus for free in a single dorm room, but i would much rather be living with other people who i know will be pretty animated.
there's a workshop this saturday at 830 for everyone who applied to be ra's.
i hate the fact it's so early but i figured i might as well go since i filled out the application and everything else.
so, i'm starting to make plans for next year at purchase.
i'm about to head out and pick up a course selection book for next semester.
i need to start narrowing down my choices because in about two weeks i will have to choose my courses.
i think next year will be way better.
and, i think next year i need my car here. no, wait. i know i need my car here.
it's nice to have the option of being able to get into my car and drive around while playing loud music.
it helps me think and clear my head.
there isn't anywhere to do that here right now.
i usually just vent to people, and then i think i'm annoying them.
if you got this far in this entry, then i'm both surprised and happy.
xo
heather
my break wasn't very eventful, but i still enjoyed it.
i spent a lot of time at home so i could hang out with my dad.
he had surgery about a week before i left for home so he's out of work for a while.
i figured he would be bored and could use the company.
it was nice not working and just relaxing for once.
i had a lot of things to myself which is something you don't have at school.
it's become apparent to me that i get in these moods whenever i go home and return to purchase.
i think if i went home for only a day i would still feel lonely and upset when i got back to school.
i was the first one here in my suite and my roommate actually isn't coming back until tonite.
it was a nice change from the noise that is a constant in the suite but it was lonely too.
i couldn't help but miss the security i have at home.
i had an 830 class this morning which was a waste of time because we only listened to a guest speaker.
after that, i've been in my room reading and feeling sorry for myself.
ugh.
i always think it sucks here whenever i come back from clifton park.
i'm not saying i like clifton park, because i don't. at all.
i actually hate it with a passion.
but i like the security and love i have there which i don't think i have half of here.
i always seem to get in these moods... but, i'm not worried.
they seem to pass within a few days.
i just have to get into the swing of things again.
i applied to be an ra for next year.
now i'm thinking it's not that great of an idea.
amber asked me about getting an apartment with her and two other people.
i would love it.
it would be much better than being responsible for almost 30 other people.
i would practically be living on campus for free in a single dorm room, but i would much rather be living with other people who i know will be pretty animated.
there's a workshop this saturday at 830 for everyone who applied to be ra's.
i hate the fact it's so early but i figured i might as well go since i filled out the application and everything else.
so, i'm starting to make plans for next year at purchase.
i'm about to head out and pick up a course selection book for next semester.
i need to start narrowing down my choices because in about two weeks i will have to choose my courses.
i think next year will be way better.
and, i think next year i need my car here. no, wait. i know i need my car here.
it's nice to have the option of being able to get into my car and drive around while playing loud music.
it helps me think and clear my head.
there isn't anywhere to do that here right now.
i usually just vent to people, and then i think i'm annoying them.
if you got this far in this entry, then i'm both surprised and happy.
xo
heather