Barfing always makes me want to blog
Hey everyone! I haven't blogged in a while because I've had a lot going on and I'm lazy. First of all, I've lost 32.2 lbs! Yay! (you should clap when you read this) I started adding small amounts of solid food the past few days. It hasn't gone over too well. I think I'm eating it too fast or not chewing it well enough. I did it again just a few minutes ago...which lead to the feeling like I'm going to barf. Well, I did barf. Not much though, just all the saliva that I was producing trying to get the food down. After that I made myself stop because I didn't want to slip my band. I think I'll wait a while longer for more solid food.
I've been exercising. Amazing. I walk about 5 days a week, 2 miles a day. I go to Claiborne Park at night to walk. If anyone wants to meet me up there sometime, let me know.
I've been unemployed for 3 weeks now. It sucks ass. Does anyone want to donate to the "Help pay Brandi's bill's fund"??? I got hired on at Client Logic but the job doesn't start until July 23rd! Does anyone have anything I can do until then? I'll do just about anything...and if you are hot enough...pretty much anything ;) Just kidding!
I'm getting lonely! I will have been single for 13 months starting tomorrow. Kinda crazy. I haven't went on a date/had sex since the middle of September. That's 9 and a half fucking months. What is wrong with me? Actually I know what's wrong...I haven't felt attractive the past year. It's been a hard year. Now I'm starting to feel attractive again, I have more confidence and I'm ready to meet someone!
I went to the movies with Rowdy, Kate and Ben last week. We went and saw Click. I liked it but a part of it made me super depressed. I'm ok now though.
I had a friend pass away last week. Billy Yellot. We went to High School together. He was the first mexican man I was ever in love with! I can remember one incident when I was spending the night with a friend (Brandy Gallier) and we were a little under the influence and I had the bright idea to walk to Billy's house because it was about 2 miles away. It was scary. Late a night, me, Sarah Langley, Lois Keith and Brandy...under the influence. We were just a bunch of crazy girls back then. Needless to say...he wasn't home and I was sad. Well, over the past year I have ran into Billy so many times! Walmart a few times, Ihop, lots of places. It was nice seeing him and damn he looked good! He had on a wedding ring though so I never asked him out or anything. I was really sad and I cried for a few days when I found out he passed away...then again when I saw his picture and obituary in the paper Wednesday. May he rest in peace.
I got to sleep late today! I bet Ben is excited about this too! We've been up at the butt crack of dawn just about every day looking for jobs. I'm seriously thinking about delivering pizza for a month. I'll decide that in a few days. It's going to be embarassing but oh well. I need $$$.
Ben's family bought a new house. Ben got the pink bedroom. Haha! It's got lips and hearts all over the walls. It's precious.
One day my incisions will finally heal and I can go swimming. I think at the most 1 more week!
I hope everyone has a good day!