DoeS iT eVeN MaTTeR...?
Sometimes I wonder if all the trying to help, and all the concern really makes a fucking difference. I just received what seemed to be a slap in the face by someone I was trying to help and it makes me really think twice about offering advice. I just sat talking to this person for the last hour or so, being tired but trying to talk to them and make them open up their eyes and look somewhere other than in the same direction. You know? Trying to “make a difference” …showing them that someone DOES care and they just signed off. Had I been having a real face-to-face conversation with this person, I would’ve been left mid-sentence, talking to myself and looking like a complete dumb ass. And I want to be a social worker?? LMao…boy, do I have my work cut out for me if I even bother to pursue that dream anymore! I’m really thinking twice about that now…
I probably still look like a dumb ass to this person, but oh well, I'm sorry, I fucking tried. That’s really all you can ask for…well, that’s all I ask for in a friend…
I probably still look like a dumb ass to this person, but oh well, I'm sorry, I fucking tried. That’s really all you can ask for…well, that’s all I ask for in a friend…