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Jul 17, 2005 11:16

I know this is becoming a bit of a dream log instead of a journal but...

I had a dream the other night and the only thing i can seem to remember is that i was bitten by a snake and i jumped in the pool to escape it. i looked up the interpretation.

Apparently, i have a fear in my unconsious that has not yet surfaced, but it is now ready to be acknowledged. I also have pent up anger or hostility.

On a lighter note, i found out that seeing a crab in your dream really does represent sexuality. haha dane cook wasn't lying.

Ok, now i have a LOT to write about. My family was at the beach the past week which turned out to not really be all that much fun. The first two days were overcast. There wasn't a sky in the clouds. The third day i came back to gcs to go wakeboarding with victor and dave. That turned out to be pretty cool. The rest of the week i was just pretty bored the whole time. The only person who came down to see me was toma. We traded a few college stories and he left a couple hours later. I was obsessed with the notion of renting a catamaran the whole week. No one rented them though. I did, however, find a small sailboat for 4800 OBO. My dad didn't go for it. The last night we were at the beach matt, allison, laura, and ellen went to the harry potter premier. I stayed in because harry potter is lame. That really annoyed me because we didn't go with either of our plans. We were supposed to at least go see a movie. i usually look forward to the beach because it's the only time i get to hang out with ellen, the most amazingly awesome girl ever. next year, i 'm not even sure if i will be back home to go to the beach.

yesterday i pretty much sat around for a while. matt showed me how to make a tivo. i'm going to try to put one together soon because it would double as a dvd player/burner. my progress will be stunted, however, because apparently i owe spencer a dick load of money for the day and a half i was at the condo. lame. after learning about the ghetto tivo, i went and washed and waxed my truck. bobo came over and helped out. I woke up this morning and it was covered in bugs and leaves. my time was wasted.

my dad is going to brazil thursday, which is awesome because i won't feel pressured all the time at work.

i have started putting my room together for college. i'm taking the big red dresser/cabined from my sister's room and hopefully getting a black primer-only looking desk. i cant decide what else i want. my roomates and i have started to put together all of the things we have for the apt. I don't move in until probably the weekend after the 8th though. i'm very excited. i should probably start looking for a job in orlando too. having that CPhT wouldn't hurt.

this coming semester, my parents have offered to let me take easy classes that hold no relevance to my major. it's wonderful. easy semester for jordan.

i talked to sam last night on the phone because she called right after junior dropped the cat into the a/c unit on reno 911 to ask if i watched it. she was convinced that reading ron was played by bill nye. in fact, it was brian unger. not even close.

i talked to jess online last night for a while. i always love talking to her. we have the best conversations.

amanda called me at around 1am friday night wanting to hang out. i called her back yesterday(saturday) and she wouldn't answer her phone. talking to her is a rarety. i don't know why i even bother with her.

apparently jordan coole and i share a few common goals this semester. he mentioned that he wanted a girlfriend instead of just going to parties and meeting a girl for an hour and never talking to her again. i too would like to have a girlfriend. he also mentioned that he has not been drinking much this summer. neither have i. i don't need to get back into it either. i need to get motivated and get my grades up.

i went to church this morning and sat through sunday school. billy is a good teacher. there is a girl in the college aged class that i think is retarded. not like downs syndrom, drooling on herself retarded, but just barely on the retarded side of the legal line.

i need to start eating right and running. it's easier than it sounds. before, i was worried about losing muscle mass. now i don't even care. i need to get smaller. i need to stop lifting weights and just start running and doing pullups, push ups, and sit ups. That's it. I don't even need to go to the gym for that.

I really need to find a girlfriend when i get back to orlando. I'll be going back down there next weekend for a beta party, so who knows. I can't wait for that because i haven't seen any of my orlando friends this summer. plus none of them know that i have earrings now, so that should be a fun surprise. haha.

Well, i'm about to go find some lunch...hopefully something relatively healthy, then i'll probably try to find some bitch work around the house to earn some extra money for the tivo. peace.
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