weddings suck
Seems like every girl has a fantasy in her head of what her wedding will be like. Me too. And funny, but it just doesnt include barbeque grills... talked to Chris's Mom and Grandma...they think we should have the reception in his backyard where they can do all the cooking and we can rent a tent. I just dont understand why people think that we should do something like that. it seems like every time i think about this i get upset. this is supposed to be a HAPPY exciting time of my life kind of moment, but all i ever think of is how its so unfair for my mom to have to pay for the whole thing and that no one else seems to think this should be a big deal. but i want it to be a big deal and...