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Salvia is weird. so this was the third time i did salvia.
side effects include:
* Loss of physical coordination
* Uncontrollable laughter
* Visual alterations or visions
* Experiencing multiple realities
* A contemplative sense of peace
* Sense of profound understanding
* Dream-like veneer over the world
* Sense of total confusion or madness
* Seeing or becoming part of a tunnel
* Loss of sense of awareness as an individual
* Experiencing a "non-Euclidean" geometry
* Sense of flying, floating, twisting, or turning
* Feeling of being immersed in an energy field
* Feeling of being connected to a larger "whole"
* Feeling of being underground or underwater
* Feeling a gravity-like push or pull in one one direction
* Appearing to travel to other places and/or times
* Becoming inanimate objects (a wall, stairs, a couch, etc.)
* Viewing patterns or shapes that are tube-like, snake-like, or worm-like
im gonna do the best i can to describe it.
ok.
so i tell my dealer eric to play a song on my iPod when i hit the salvia.
Sounds of Animals Fighting- (oh how?) idk
i go to torch the bowl of salvia.
and i took a huge rip when i hit the bong.
by the second bowl i was "trying" to hit it but i could feel myself slipping away.
it felt like i fell asleep sorta.
i woke up in dreamland.
i feel like im rolling on the bottom of a dough roller.
then the skin ripped off my face as i turned.
and i opened my eyes.
then i start to see something.
i realized i was apart of something.
and there were people around me.
they were stuck to the mass that i was stuck to.
my body kept moving in a wave like motion.
like a cloth blowing in the wind.
i realized everyone was looking at me while i looked around.
my face felt like it was in a wall.
i try to mkae out what the hell im apart of.
(the whole time i was panicking)
so i look to my left and i see a HUGE face.
it was a woman's face.
the giant thing that i was apart of was coming out of her mouth.
so it turned out that i was apart of the thing she was speaking.
she said was "BECAUSE I SAID SO!"
so i stopped and i was like "what does that mean?"
i started to struggle to get free.
but my body was assimilated to the sentence she was speaking.
i started get a sense of overwhelming doom.
and i knew for some reason we were all going to die very briefly.
because once a word is spoken and it no longer echos.
it ceases to exist.
so i turned my face to the other people trapped in the word.
i yelled "we're all gonna die!"
and they noticed me.
then they replied.
"aw, its another poor soul."
and i wondered if they've been there longer than i have.
i started getting irritated and i kept trying to struglle free.
everything around me was moving like fast paced breathing
and i yelled at them "you think im pathetic!"
no one else seemed to be struggling.
"you arent even worried?!"
"well you should be!"
we were slowly hurtling into oblivion.
i felt the apocolypse had come.
and it was god's funny way of telling all the people who messed up, a lesson on life.
so i gave up my struggling and i felt hopeless.
so i yelled out a question.
"WHY!!!!"
such a stupid question and such a wise question.
why.
and it dawned on me.
i was physicaly apart of the answer.
the answer was "BECAUSE I SAID SO"
and i started to laugh so hard.
like an insane giggle.
what the hell.
how weird is it that i am physically apart of the answer to the question i just yelled out?
like she didnt need an explanation. because i said so.........
i felt like i started to slip out of my dream because i could notice the bed i was laying on.
then i saw everyone around me.
and they looked like they were hiding from me.
because they were on the ground and the light was off.
and i came back to earth.
chaotic as it was. i still loved it.
<3
side effects include:
* Loss of physical coordination
* Uncontrollable laughter
* Visual alterations or visions
* Experiencing multiple realities
* A contemplative sense of peace
* Sense of profound understanding
* Dream-like veneer over the world
* Sense of total confusion or madness
* Seeing or becoming part of a tunnel
* Loss of sense of awareness as an individual
* Experiencing a "non-Euclidean" geometry
* Sense of flying, floating, twisting, or turning
* Feeling of being immersed in an energy field
* Feeling of being connected to a larger "whole"
* Feeling of being underground or underwater
* Feeling a gravity-like push or pull in one one direction
* Appearing to travel to other places and/or times
* Becoming inanimate objects (a wall, stairs, a couch, etc.)
* Viewing patterns or shapes that are tube-like, snake-like, or worm-like
im gonna do the best i can to describe it.
ok.
so i tell my dealer eric to play a song on my iPod when i hit the salvia.
Sounds of Animals Fighting- (oh how?) idk
i go to torch the bowl of salvia.
and i took a huge rip when i hit the bong.
by the second bowl i was "trying" to hit it but i could feel myself slipping away.
it felt like i fell asleep sorta.
i woke up in dreamland.
i feel like im rolling on the bottom of a dough roller.
then the skin ripped off my face as i turned.
and i opened my eyes.
then i start to see something.
i realized i was apart of something.
and there were people around me.
they were stuck to the mass that i was stuck to.
my body kept moving in a wave like motion.
like a cloth blowing in the wind.
i realized everyone was looking at me while i looked around.
my face felt like it was in a wall.
i try to mkae out what the hell im apart of.
(the whole time i was panicking)
so i look to my left and i see a HUGE face.
it was a woman's face.
the giant thing that i was apart of was coming out of her mouth.
so it turned out that i was apart of the thing she was speaking.
she said was "BECAUSE I SAID SO!"
so i stopped and i was like "what does that mean?"
i started to struggle to get free.
but my body was assimilated to the sentence she was speaking.
i started get a sense of overwhelming doom.
and i knew for some reason we were all going to die very briefly.
because once a word is spoken and it no longer echos.
it ceases to exist.
so i turned my face to the other people trapped in the word.
i yelled "we're all gonna die!"
and they noticed me.
then they replied.
"aw, its another poor soul."
and i wondered if they've been there longer than i have.
i started getting irritated and i kept trying to struglle free.
everything around me was moving like fast paced breathing
and i yelled at them "you think im pathetic!"
no one else seemed to be struggling.
"you arent even worried?!"
"well you should be!"
we were slowly hurtling into oblivion.
i felt the apocolypse had come.
and it was god's funny way of telling all the people who messed up, a lesson on life.
so i gave up my struggling and i felt hopeless.
so i yelled out a question.
"WHY!!!!"
such a stupid question and such a wise question.
why.
and it dawned on me.
i was physicaly apart of the answer.
the answer was "BECAUSE I SAID SO"
and i started to laugh so hard.
like an insane giggle.
what the hell.
how weird is it that i am physically apart of the answer to the question i just yelled out?
like she didnt need an explanation. because i said so.........
i felt like i started to slip out of my dream because i could notice the bed i was laying on.
then i saw everyone around me.
and they looked like they were hiding from me.
because they were on the ground and the light was off.
and i came back to earth.
chaotic as it was. i still loved it.
<3