happy new year

Jan 02, 2005 13:31

yea i hope everyones new years didnt suck as much as mine. sure i got to watch a movie with my family then go to bed 10 fricking minutes after the ball dropped. new years usually suck tho. im totally having a party next year. be there. unless my parents decide to ruin my life again. hip hip hooray.

i did a whole lot of thinking in church today. the only thing i got out of the whole mass is that its epiphany today, woot. but im always soooo mad at church and it really bothers me. i mean, if God wants me to like him, he should at least TRY not to piss me off during church. i mean, seriously. he just expects people to love him. u gotta try a little harder than that, buddy. there are people who come to church poor and unfortunate as hell, and they still praise the lord whos probably drinking a beer watching the game soakin up alll the glory. w... t... f...!! im sorry if thats offensive to u, but hes just a lousy god, dont u think? the least he could do is actually CARE!!! grrr it makes me soo mad. i hate church. its like a chore, and whats the point of going to church if its like a chore. it should be like a privilege, an escape, or something like that. and its not. at least not for me. so i hate god. so there. hes mean. and probably hates me. o well hell cant be that hot, can it?

hopefully ill be in a better mood later since i have to do all my HOMEWORK today!! i really hate teachers too. there worse than god. most of them at least. it sucks for all of us. amen.
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