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SO I realized today that I really and truely miss one of my old friends.
I'm so sorry for everything.
It hurts not knowing whats going on with you.
think what you want but I worry about you everyday.
I know I'm not the greatest friend, and I never have been.
I know I'm not the smartest friend, or the prettiest friend or the funnest friend.
I wasn't there for you when I should have been.
I was selfish.
I didn't take things seriously.
Then I lost you.
and I pushed you away.
Then there were rumors, from both sides.
I got caught up in them and believed them, even though inside I knew they weren't true.
I don't even know why I'm writing this, I know you're not going to read it.
What I really wanted to say is I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for being selfish, I'm sorry for aggrivating you, I'm sorry about everything.
I just wish you'd give me another chance.
I'll always be here.
I'm so sorry for everything.
It hurts not knowing whats going on with you.
think what you want but I worry about you everyday.
I know I'm not the greatest friend, and I never have been.
I know I'm not the smartest friend, or the prettiest friend or the funnest friend.
I wasn't there for you when I should have been.
I was selfish.
I didn't take things seriously.
Then I lost you.
and I pushed you away.
Then there were rumors, from both sides.
I got caught up in them and believed them, even though inside I knew they weren't true.
I don't even know why I'm writing this, I know you're not going to read it.
What I really wanted to say is I'm sorry. I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for being selfish, I'm sorry for aggrivating you, I'm sorry about everything.
I just wish you'd give me another chance.
I'll always be here.