Ugh

Nov 13, 2003 20:30

Good day people!! How are you doing this fine evening?? me?? Im not doing so well...about ohh a half hour ago I wondered out into the living room and to my disbelief I found the corner off my pack of pills laying on the floor next to the couch.It was a sugar pill but a pill none the less. It must have come out of my old bookbag from long ago because I dont keep my pills in there and haven't for sometime and, there is no other way possible for it to have gotten there. So.. normally I would have thought nothing of it and just thrown it out but, my mom was on the couch watching TV. The pill was right in front of her, so I couldn't just walk over and pick it up. My mom does not know that I'm taking the pill and if she did she would probabley absolutley freak. I remember when I was 15 she found them and freaked out and like made me break up with my bf of the time. There were some other factors involved in that, but still . She freaked. Now for about 20 minutes after I noticed it was there, I just sat there watching TV in the hopes she would leave the room so I could go pick it up and throw it away with out her knowing.. but no she would not leave.. not even when the phone rang..and it was for her! She just sat there..playing with her slippers, with her feet I may add, and looking at them occasionaly.Her feet were right next to the pill.. soooo I sat there trying not to keep staring at it or draw attantion to it. I thought that surely if she had seen it she would have said something,therefore, she must not have seen it. Just then she got up to go make a cup of tea to my delight, but as she got up she bent down and picked something off the floor. It wasnt the pill but a slightly chewed bone the dog had left there....which just so happened to be right next to the pill. I watched in agony just waiting for her to pick it up and freak out but she just picked up the bone and went to the kitchen. I immediatley jumped out of my chair picked it up and disposed of it. Then I went to my room..locked my door and here I am now.. wondering if she really didn't see it or if she did and is just not saying anything to me to play some sort of cruelpsychological mind game of torture with me. I don't know what would be worse.. her finding it or her finding it and making me go paranoid trying to figure out if she knew or not..I really don't think she's that smart....or is she?
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