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How do you know what it is over? When is it the right time to move on?
I have no idea. If it was mean to be over would it hurt this badly. Would I just be ok with it, and be able to say goodbye wihtout being upset, without tears? 5 years is a long time, a lot of water under the bridge. It is just water after all. My heart is so torn right now. I can't think about life with him, but I really can't think of life without him. It's heart breaking.
Advice please, out there in internet land, I am finally at a loss.
My will to fight is gone, but my will to leave has yet to arrive.
I have no idea. If it was mean to be over would it hurt this badly. Would I just be ok with it, and be able to say goodbye wihtout being upset, without tears? 5 years is a long time, a lot of water under the bridge. It is just water after all. My heart is so torn right now. I can't think about life with him, but I really can't think of life without him. It's heart breaking.
Advice please, out there in internet land, I am finally at a loss.
My will to fight is gone, but my will to leave has yet to arrive.