In the bottemless that never ends, wait i forgot, it's a cycle and not a pit...
I dislike missing people.
I should get started on my paper but, I don't feel like it, so i'll procastinate like always and sit around doing nothing... probably write or something, get out the axe or go sleep. I feel sort of embrassed for some shit that happened at school, but i don't feel like going into that one.
i really dislike missing people... certain people.
Driving school... good, at least I have transportations.
Ha, I'm listening to jewel... lol. Foolish games is such a pretty song. Anyway it's perfect weather to go on a walk behind the orchirds... Sort of foggy and still light, I might go for a while. Alot of stuff is running through my mind, pressure about the whole," 6 more months and we're done with you."... type ordeal coming from my mother. Not that I mind, it's damn right about time. But really, really.. I think I'm an innocent 13 year old trapped in like the body of a c cupped 18 year old. It's good to grow up, yet everything looks so bleak. My mother :: the doomsayer of *enjoy it now because life gets bumpy and near pointless*** Yar. Sure. Thanks. As if even my scary hippie fantasies where achived ... well, the most I can be is a Yuppie.. Sorry, I'm being cynical, growing up takes the fun out of everything.