self endosed obession, what i'm sorry " depression" ! Hooray for self relazation.
Wow , guess i should update. Most if it's on my xanga anyway..
Lately everything is going quite well. I just finished tabbing out the 2nd guitar part to some SoundGarden stuff, that I'd love to shoot by the band... That and add some Klavanova in it, since Jake is indeed the God of anything keyboard related. Also blue ouyster cult would sound really good if Lukas and I could acutaly get our distortion to match. Wow, gives me an excuse to go to Poland..
Speaking of wich, I was suppose to be kidnapped today, so I could go to the Tristina concert. Odviously that didn't happen. Maybe it's because i seem to be lacking the adjective " grim". Heh. That or someone need to go " Varg" on my mother. Isn't that ur " Necro" . Ok , lol done picking on Lukas. I'm really disspointed about not being about to go, but maybe once my mother has done going though her scary menopause changes she'll relize that she can sometimes be an over protective- wench. Than again I guess I am not seeing the whole situation from her eyes.
I remember when we met. I remember what I said to you. How your eyes met mine. How my eyes went blind. Not that it matters. Not that I ever confessed to not understanding anything i saw, as my pupils diolated and... died. Just feeling my way along , wondering aimlessely as if you didn't notice. Not that I even noticed, after a while. A long while. The demise of my vision was self endosed.. and now that i can, there is nothing here left to even look at.... Wow doesn't having sense sound cynical.
Ha.