rant
Well as long as I'm once again posting in Livejournal, it may as well be in true Livejournal style, right?
I'm frustrated/PMS-ing/very fucking pissed off right now. Seems like everything's going wrong at once, everyone is out to make my life more miserable, and yet nobody wants a thing to do with me.
Doesn't help that I'm living in a house full of apathy. That does wonders for the self-esteem though.
I want to just get in my car and drive, most likely at dangerous speeds, until I find a place where I can be on my own, scream, cry, run for hours, hear nothing but my own heartbeat, get stoned, scream some more, sing at the top of my lungs, dance like an idiot and have no obligations to anyone or anything.
And I wanna be able to do it without inevitably wishing I had company.
Now, if only the bathroom was free so I could have a shower, use my toothbrush, and get on my way.
I'm frustrated/PMS-ing/very fucking pissed off right now. Seems like everything's going wrong at once, everyone is out to make my life more miserable, and yet nobody wants a thing to do with me.
Doesn't help that I'm living in a house full of apathy. That does wonders for the self-esteem though.
I want to just get in my car and drive, most likely at dangerous speeds, until I find a place where I can be on my own, scream, cry, run for hours, hear nothing but my own heartbeat, get stoned, scream some more, sing at the top of my lungs, dance like an idiot and have no obligations to anyone or anything.
And I wanna be able to do it without inevitably wishing I had company.
Now, if only the bathroom was free so I could have a shower, use my toothbrush, and get on my way.