Jan 06, 2010 19:54
What. A. Tool.
Not only was I shafted to just "friends" - I am also his security blanket for tonight.
Tonight... he's gone off to have a 3some with a couple he found on Manhunt!!!! Can you believe that?!?! And then asked for me to call hom cos he's nervous. Like this:
" When I message you, can you please call me 2hrs after... I don't think the sex would last longer than that. If I say "everything's fine" it means it's not and you need to call the police. I'll give you their address now. If I don't pick up after the 3rd call, you should also call the cops."
WHAT THE FUCK. Why do I always get used like this???????? WHY? Every guy I meet is a major tool. I hate boys. hate hate hate hate hate.
You know what I'm even more angry about? I can't say no! I don't even know why I can't say no? It's not like I like him - there's no logical reason why I would like him. He's not good looking, he's not a very nice guy.... this is bullshit.