Jun 07, 2006 01:17
In my own eyes, I've failed high school. Because high school is not about grades and accompishments and honors, but about the relationships created to prepare you for life as an adult. In such a light, I realize that I have worked the last four years to construct the strongest ties to the people I care about the most. Unfortunately, after a string of bad choices and impulsive actions, I have shattered those ties beyond repair. I know not what is in store, perhaps behaviors will return to normal in a short time, maybe even before graduation. But forever will I know that the people who's opinions matter the most will always be tainted with my actions. There is no taking back what I've done, and it is with the sincerest regret that I look at what a fool I've become, with the only light at the end of the tunnel I face being the hope that I will never repeat the mistakes I've made. I'm sorry to everyone who was affected.