My impatience only makes it worse
I could very well be standing on one of the best relationships of my life, but at the same time in wanting to make it last, its more than likely that I'm smothering it. Why can I not content myself with just waiting a few hours? My overwhelming need to know is almost to the point of paranoia, and that can't be a turn on. I need to relax, take a step back, and not have a fucking stroke over every little pebble along the path.