Feeling lost but not alone
Well I have thought a lot after the last post and decided I need to look to the positive things in my life rather then the negative. Well yeah that guy Kaleb I was talking about in the last post left to help people far away for a week. When he gets back we are going to Six Flags, yeah we love that place, we have never been together but we love it all the same so it is going to be wicked awesome!!!! I love that work wicked, it's so weird but so awesome at the same time, WICKED AWESOME!!!!! Anywho I have nothing really to say other then well I am bored out of my mind and well have nothing to do because I have no job and I couldn't find one to save me even though I am 18, I just don't get that. Most places are like you need to be 18 to work here blah blah and then I'm like well why can't I find a job but all these 16 and 17 year olds have jobs WTF!!! Whatever I just need to get over it. I have decided to go back on the Atkins diet. My fat ass couldn't stay on it last time and well I was doing really well and getting great compliments but I wasn't seeing the change in me so I figured it didn't work so I dropped that shit. Well I will be entering college soon and most people talk about the freshman 10 and well knowing my fat ass I will get the freshman 40 so I better get a head start now if you know what I mean. Well this post is getting long like the other one so I better go I will update again another time. To all that read this which is no one but that is okay with me but anyway if you read this great of not then fuck you!! Bye have a nice day.