grr

[smurfneblin]

i hate texas.
a lot.
in fact at this moment in time i think i hate texas more then i hate pennsylvania.
and that's a whole bunch.
i hate saying goodbye
i hate crying also.
i want him home. i want him home to stay. i want to be able to drive down the street and pick him up and go be stupid. why can't i have that? why does he have to go to all these places and not be here and make me sad?

also i hate the military .... but gambling i do like

also whiskey makes my tummy hurt.

but i'm ok with that.

fucking texas

also after spell checking the whole entry Pennsylvania was the only word spelled wrong. which just goes to show how much i fucking hate it