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I think the worst feeling in the world is knowing that you can't ever talk to someone again. Knowing that how you left things is the way its going to be for the rest of your life, not theres. Its so hard sometimes, when something is going wrong i always think of her and how she would help put a smile on my face... I always want to call her and talk to her, to know that i cant has to be the worst fucking feeling ever.
it sucks
it sucks