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ahhhhhh TWOOOOO more days left.. ok like not even! more like 1.. er freakin 0.5 days! ok not even that!! 0.25 days!! cuz tomorrow is my last final (spanish) which is in the morning, and then i'm DONE! cuz in 5th we don't do shit expect watch Mean Girls and thursday is our last day and all we do is say goodbye and sign yearbokks! too bad i'm procrastinating so much. my history timeline is due tomorrow and i haven't started. but it's hella easy. i should study for my spanish final, but whatever. this is what the last days of school do to me.
so in precal, i'm failing so fuckin bad. it's ridiculous. and i know i bombed the final today because i couldn't even finish on time, so i just guessed my ass off. and my guessing skills in math are not that great =\. so on tomorrow or thursday i'm gonna ask mrs. rothfuss if i can get a contract and it's most likely going to be contract summer school. omfg i so don't want to go though. i don't even know if i can. i have too much going on at the end of june. but we'll see. if not, then i get an NC for 2nd semester for precal and there goes my chance of getting into a UC straight out of high school. but it's all good cuz i've pretty much accepted the fact that i'm going to a JC first. i remember in freshman year and beginning of sophomore year, i was so worried about classes to take and shit so that i could get into a UC. but now i'm worried about just graduating. haha. i think i pushed myself too hard. and i blame peer pressure. seriously, i wouldn't have done AP bio sophomore year, but majority of my friends were smart (asses) and were like "noo take AP bio!" and the outcome was.. B first semester and NC second semester. but i got really cool with Ms. Singh (who i love to death and share my life stories with), so i guess i don't regret it that much. and it taught me alot about college courses and what kind of stuff i can expect. and this year, i would have taken regular precal (which would have been SOOO much better) but again, all my smart friends said "noo take honors!" and the outcome is.. a heartful of regret. i HATE math so much. i think it's just a waste. especially precal. seriously, i'm not going to do anything with math in my life. i can understand science, but math, omfg come the fuck on. anyways, next year i'm taking intro to stats (it's either that or AP stats) and i definitely don't wanna take AP cuz i've learned my lesson =X.
OMFG SO NEWFLASH. I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE THE SPANISH FINAL CUZ I WON THE BINDER CONTEST. WOOOO WHOOO!!!! I'M SO ECSTATIC!! lol i wasn't really gonna study anyways O:)
anyways, back to my rant. i guess i just turned into some lazy bum. but i'm accepting my consequences and i guess JC is better for me in long run. cuz i don't even know what the hizzle i wanna major in, and i know my parents don't have the money for my tuition. and besides, when i graduate college, i don't hafta tell anyone i went to De Anza or Chabot, whichever one i decide to go to. /end rant.
so today i failed my precal final in the morning and then danced around to michael jackson in dance. it was pretty funny. i'm going to miss that class. (oh no, i feel a revelation coming on) i know that i say i hate the dance class at irvington and blah blah. but now that i look back on it, i had some really good memories and i met some really awesome people. in the beginning of the year i thought all the people were bitchy and stuck up, but at the end of year we really got closer and i love everyone in there (ok mostly everyone). and even though i will be forever mad at mrs. jackson for not making me dance captain and not giving me the recognition i deserve.. i'll miss that class.
now what was i talking about again? oh yeah! what i did today. so yeah then after school my lovely boyfriend AJ helped me clean out my locker and took me home. then he had to go back home and ship his laptop to HP i guess but he came back at 2. i made him watch a little bit of our dance recital cuz i ordered the DVD so i was watchin it today. then we went over to great mall cuz he was buying a new phone from some guy off the internet, so we met them at gmall. it was pretty cute cuz the guy who was selling the phone was indian, and AJ's indian. and the guy's girlfriend was asian, and i'm asian ^_^ (okay never again kim). but yeah, so AJ and the guy got out of the car to exchange the drugs for cash (jk obviously, but that's hella what it looked like) and then the 2 girlfriends (me & the guys girlfriend, duh) waved at each other. hahaha so funny. yeah then AJ treated me to ice cream at coldstone! yumm yumm! i was really late for ballet so while AJ was driving, i fed him his ice cream :) what a cute girlfriend am i. yeah i was like 40 mins late to dance. i didn't even really feel like going, but i forced myself too cuz i'm not going thursday (due to IHS graduation!) and my parents hella pay for it, so i'm obligated to go. i've definitely decided that i'm not doing dance next year, not at MDPA at least. i guess my heart just isn't in it. i still wanna dance though, i'm highly considering ballroom dancing.
k and update on me and the boyfriend. we're doing good. we had our first real fight over the weekend, it sucked so bad cuz i cried so much. but the makeups are always nice :) haha! but yeah, we're gonna be hanging out at grad on thursday and then again on saturday. i think we're going rollerskating with a bunch of his friends. it should be fun!
and ew. i have a pimple right underneath my eyebrow. you can't even see it, but it's those ones that are there and hurt like a BITCH. so now everytime i touch it, i wince in pain :(. but it's okay cuz my baby gives me kisses to make me feel better!
well. i think that concludes my entry for today. i shall go start my history timeline since i have no more finals to study for. ta ta everyone!
so in precal, i'm failing so fuckin bad. it's ridiculous. and i know i bombed the final today because i couldn't even finish on time, so i just guessed my ass off. and my guessing skills in math are not that great =\. so on tomorrow or thursday i'm gonna ask mrs. rothfuss if i can get a contract and it's most likely going to be contract summer school. omfg i so don't want to go though. i don't even know if i can. i have too much going on at the end of june. but we'll see. if not, then i get an NC for 2nd semester for precal and there goes my chance of getting into a UC straight out of high school. but it's all good cuz i've pretty much accepted the fact that i'm going to a JC first. i remember in freshman year and beginning of sophomore year, i was so worried about classes to take and shit so that i could get into a UC. but now i'm worried about just graduating. haha. i think i pushed myself too hard. and i blame peer pressure. seriously, i wouldn't have done AP bio sophomore year, but majority of my friends were smart (asses) and were like "noo take AP bio!" and the outcome was.. B first semester and NC second semester. but i got really cool with Ms. Singh (who i love to death and share my life stories with), so i guess i don't regret it that much. and it taught me alot about college courses and what kind of stuff i can expect. and this year, i would have taken regular precal (which would have been SOOO much better) but again, all my smart friends said "noo take honors!" and the outcome is.. a heartful of regret. i HATE math so much. i think it's just a waste. especially precal. seriously, i'm not going to do anything with math in my life. i can understand science, but math, omfg come the fuck on. anyways, next year i'm taking intro to stats (it's either that or AP stats) and i definitely don't wanna take AP cuz i've learned my lesson =X.
OMFG SO NEWFLASH. I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE THE SPANISH FINAL CUZ I WON THE BINDER CONTEST. WOOOO WHOOO!!!! I'M SO ECSTATIC!! lol i wasn't really gonna study anyways O:)
anyways, back to my rant. i guess i just turned into some lazy bum. but i'm accepting my consequences and i guess JC is better for me in long run. cuz i don't even know what the hizzle i wanna major in, and i know my parents don't have the money for my tuition. and besides, when i graduate college, i don't hafta tell anyone i went to De Anza or Chabot, whichever one i decide to go to. /end rant.
so today i failed my precal final in the morning and then danced around to michael jackson in dance. it was pretty funny. i'm going to miss that class. (oh no, i feel a revelation coming on) i know that i say i hate the dance class at irvington and blah blah. but now that i look back on it, i had some really good memories and i met some really awesome people. in the beginning of the year i thought all the people were bitchy and stuck up, but at the end of year we really got closer and i love everyone in there (ok mostly everyone). and even though i will be forever mad at mrs. jackson for not making me dance captain and not giving me the recognition i deserve.. i'll miss that class.
now what was i talking about again? oh yeah! what i did today. so yeah then after school my lovely boyfriend AJ helped me clean out my locker and took me home. then he had to go back home and ship his laptop to HP i guess but he came back at 2. i made him watch a little bit of our dance recital cuz i ordered the DVD so i was watchin it today. then we went over to great mall cuz he was buying a new phone from some guy off the internet, so we met them at gmall. it was pretty cute cuz the guy who was selling the phone was indian, and AJ's indian. and the guy's girlfriend was asian, and i'm asian ^_^ (okay never again kim). but yeah, so AJ and the guy got out of the car to exchange the drugs for cash (jk obviously, but that's hella what it looked like) and then the 2 girlfriends (me & the guys girlfriend, duh) waved at each other. hahaha so funny. yeah then AJ treated me to ice cream at coldstone! yumm yumm! i was really late for ballet so while AJ was driving, i fed him his ice cream :) what a cute girlfriend am i. yeah i was like 40 mins late to dance. i didn't even really feel like going, but i forced myself too cuz i'm not going thursday (due to IHS graduation!) and my parents hella pay for it, so i'm obligated to go. i've definitely decided that i'm not doing dance next year, not at MDPA at least. i guess my heart just isn't in it. i still wanna dance though, i'm highly considering ballroom dancing.
k and update on me and the boyfriend. we're doing good. we had our first real fight over the weekend, it sucked so bad cuz i cried so much. but the makeups are always nice :) haha! but yeah, we're gonna be hanging out at grad on thursday and then again on saturday. i think we're going rollerskating with a bunch of his friends. it should be fun!
and ew. i have a pimple right underneath my eyebrow. you can't even see it, but it's those ones that are there and hurt like a BITCH. so now everytime i touch it, i wince in pain :(. but it's okay cuz my baby gives me kisses to make me feel better!
well. i think that concludes my entry for today. i shall go start my history timeline since i have no more finals to study for. ta ta everyone!