Nov 20, 2004 21:52
I think it’s totally awesome how my whole life is and has officially gone
Down hill! I miss my old life! This life totally sux! I think ending it
Would be great! People suck! They just don’t understand no
One listens… no one seems to care? Why? I need to
Find something to live off… something that
could kill me slowly… and give me just
enough pain to… cry over… some-
that I cant seem to do any-
more! I hate it! I’ve lost
to much! I have
not a thing
to
Live for! No matter what anyone says! I Hate Life It sux! And it’s all soon
To be over for me! And to whom is reading this… it’s not really gonna
Happen! I don’t have the guts to do it… other things… maybe…
This… no! I Love you all and for you that have been there
For me, thanx! A lot, but there’s just to many I
Need that I’ve lost… and well you all should
Know! I’m sorry but I have to go now!
I will talk to you all on Monday!
And I can and soon will
Get through this!
Love Always
Chelsea Bell……….. I hope to love again soon!