Guilt explosion
I don't know where it came from but I'm having an explosion of guilt,
Mostly for the things I regret saying or doing to people I'm no longer in touch with and I really want to make it up somehow but I can't.
It's a very strange feeling, partly I think I just miss old friends, I read some of the old post in 2003 which was the worst year of my life, it definitely got better. I still feel needy, I don't call my old friend really at all and I haven't done it in so long I really find it hard to connect with people and make new friends.
I feel like I've lost so many good friends that I don't want to make new ones because I can't face losing them again.
It's a stupid loop in trying to break but I'm not sure where to start.
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