oh my

[smurfgasm]

I guess I can cross off drinking a bottle of Jack Daniels as a way to improve my memory

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[bondage_and_tea]

Why do you think you've been feeling more depressed recently?

[smurfgasm]

more lethargic, less sociable to the point I avoid social situations, drinking alone more often, chain smoking because there's nothing to keep my attention, eating less (cooking less too), forgetting things...

the usual signs.

[bondage_and_tea]

I guess I was asking what you think has caused you to feel this way.

[smurfgasm]

The same reason I've always felt like this, I feel like a back seat driver at best,in my life. locked in the boot.

[nicnicnic]

Actually, you do all the same things that I do when I'm starting to feel down. I'm reluctant to use the word 'depression' as that's another thing entirely, and that's not something that just comes and goes

[smurfgasm]

no, it creeps up on you, I know depression as that's something in me.

yeah I never do the bed to early thing.

that's the problem I see them coming but don't do a whole lot about it mainly because I don't think there is anything I can do.