your not makin this easy

[smurf_gone_wild]

i havent wrote in here in forever...um yeah. I have a lot to think about wit my fam splittin up in all. my mom gives me these altimadiums taht jus dont work for me...i dont kno where to turn who to talk to...what to do...im jus living every day as slow as possible...i dont know what to do anymore...*sigh*...and like all my friends hate eachother i have very few friends who still get along wit eachother...which makes everything so hard when it comes down to hangin out...shit i hate it all....

I read this really good book today, called Keeping you a secret...wow i loved it i finsihed it in like a day in a half...super!!! well i dont know what else to say cept i love you all!!

-a.o'brien.