talkin 2 a close friend
hey wat it iz??? not 2 much jus got bac 4rm Maryland had a ball seen sum sexy niggahs lol... but yo im havin sum mixed emotions right now so let me fill yall in... My ex boifriend call me tha ova day (twan) and yall noe dats muh baby well he said he was callin 2 check ^ on me and see how i was doin and i was like im fine and how u doin u knoe basic convo.. den he was like i really miss talkin 2 u and im like im miss u to and he was like Bianca i really mean it i love you.. and all i could do was listen and im like dys niggah got a baby on da way and i was like yo if dys would have went right wif me and hym dat could be muh baby and i wouldnt mind havin a baby by him if i knew dat we was gon spend tha reat of our lives 2getha but wif hym he could have any guh he wanted and believe me he could... and im like i dunt wanna go thru dys no mo i really wanna fine sum1 dat loves me 4 me not becasue wat on tha outside but me as a person and im so afraid of bein hurt dat i neva tell male how i feel. And i push muself away 4rm beein hurt again and i dunt even think twan noes how much i luv hym i jus dut knoe wat 2 do.. part of me wants 2 go bac wif hym and tha ova parts wants 2 move on sum 1 help me!!!!!!!!!!